Jason died young of Cystic Fibrosis. His Mom wants to connect with him, even just for a minute.
Immediately, Jason fills me with the sadness of the living, of unfilled hopes, and the weight of living as a child who realized he would never reach adulthood. This heaviness hung over him and his family. Still, he comes in grinning, exuding the energy of the healthy, and nuzzles Mom. He wishes she could feel him physically, so she would know for certain that the loving bond they shared, continues and that he is okay.
Mom wants to know about his life now. Although Jason died as a adolescent of keen intellect and wise beyond his years, he shows us a picture of him as a rambunctious child. He's running easily, riding a bike, playing baseball, all the things he was unable to do with limited oxygen. He's exuding the physical energy of a healthy child.
The Angels explain it's as if he has two homes. One is in spirit form where he is whole and free and fully engaged in his life. The other is in the physical, where he feels the sadness of creating pain for his physical family.
In life, Jason approached his life like an old soul. When asked by the Make a Wish Foundation what he wanted, instead of the proverbial trip to Disney, he was the first child to request a fund to be set up for other children with Cystic Fibrosis. He died in peace.
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